The more i talk to people about our relationship the more it makes me hate you. I shouldn’t care anymore because I should be glad that I got out of that but I do still care. I just don’t get what I did to deserve to be treated the way you treated me. Was any of it real or was it all just make believe. What was true or a lie. I’ll never know the truth about the guys you had around and what went on behind my back and I think that’s is what eats me Alive inside.