I’ll let you go this time no turning back no more hoping and wishing for another day next to you. What we had is in the past and will remain there. I don’t know if it hurts more that for almost 2 years you were the only person that I wanted and my head was filled with things that weren’t true or that now I’m going to see you as someone I used to cherish who is now just my sons God mother. I don’t even see us as friends because truthfully how can you be friends with someone your crazy in love with. I’ll never be ok seeing you with someone else even tho I know you deserve to be happy with someone who you can share the same love that I shared for you but I will without a doubt in my mind always be there to save you from any ounce of pain or sadness you feel. I tried every day until just 10 minutes ok to think of ways I could make you happy and where I could be what you wanted knowing that nothing I did would be good enough I couldn’t buy your heart and you can’t chose what you feel for someone but from here on out I choose to let go of the idea of us and my view of you.
I miss that awkward first moment of wondering if you’d be pushing it too far if you touched them. Then that exhilarating moment when they take charge and put your hand there.
When they grab your hand … yesss
I will never not reblog this.
When they grab your handdddd and move it 🙌🙌👐👐👐👐